Avi nenu ma oorilo 10 th class cheduvutunna rojulu.Ma school lo 10 th class ganaka,mammalni 8:30PM daaka koorchopetti extra classlalo chedavamani shantutoo unchesevallu.
Rojoo laage aa roju kuda "10 th class parikshalu avasarama??" anukuntoo school ki bayalderataniki School bus kosam wait chesanu.Enta sepatiki bus rakapovatam tho ma nanna,scooter meeda school daggara dimparu.
"Em sir!! teliyada?? ee vela school selavu" ani watchman cheppadu.
anandam tattukoleka "deniki??" antoo gattiga aricha
"Science master joseph gaaru chanipoyaru.Teliyada??" ani watch man annadu.
"entee???....." ani bayataku bhaadha tho annanu. kaani vaadu naku pettina torture ki, anta bhaadha ithe padaledu.Ma Science master ki oka 65 yrs untay.Musalodu.chaadastam ekkuva.nenu ante eppudoo kopame.Pratee rojoo nannu tittevadu.Aayana class lo kurchuni vinna rojulu veella pina lekkapettochu.Eppudu nannu bayataki pommanee vaadu.
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After 3 weeks...
okaroju rattira Extra classlo surya ane vaditho godava ayyindi.Kopamvachi,vaadu vaalla frds nannu kotti,ma school science laboratory room lo petti taalam vesesaru.Main switch aapesaru.Window nundi vache chandruni velugu tappithe ee velugu akkada ledu.Kitikee nundi aruste vinapadutundemo ani,kitikee daggaraku velli "watchman!!!!!" ani gattiga chaala sepu arichanu.aroostoone unnanu.Evvaru pattinchukole.Adi 3 rd floor ganaka enta arachinaa evvarikee vinapadi undadu.
Ekkada chusinna cheekati.Chetla madhyalo nundi chinnaga vastunna chandruni vennela valla,window ki pakkane unna black board koncham ga kanipistondi.Board pakkana bottle lo unna chanipoyina pamu pina chinna velugu valla vaati chermam merustoo kanapadindi.Bayatana vennella choostoo challaga veeche gali ni aswadistoo akkade kurchunna.
Okesarriga pedda shabdam.Ullikipaddanu.Venakaala cupboard lo unna vastuvulu okkasari ga kinda padday.Andulo unna testtubes avi virigina shabdam inka poortikaaka munde pakka cupboard lo unna books anni kinda padday.Melliga adugulo adugu vestukuntoo books daggaraku bayalderanu.
Venaka unna paamu bottle virigi chanipoyina pamu kinda padindi.Anduloo undee liquid na kaala meedaku tullindi.Bayapadi gattiga arustoo avatala vipu parigettanu. gaajupenkulu kaliloki digipoyayay.Bhaada tattukoleeka,sarriga nincholeka akkade gaaju penkula lo koorcholeka room ki inka lopalaki,kitikee ki dooram ga vellalsi vachindi.
Nannu room lo ki surya gaadu nettinappudu already room lo evarina unnara??
"Is any 1 here??evarina unnara??"ani gontuloni bhayam kanapadakoodadu annattu ga arichanu.Samadanam raale.
"Watchman!!!!".EEsari maree gattiggaaa arichanu.Evvaru samadanam ivvale.
eesari "Arey surya.manchiga undadu.Mariyadaga light on chey."ani arichanu.
Ekkada evaru unnaru, ane jaada teliyale.
Vennela velugu nundi,board daggara oka manishi aakaram kanapadindi.
"Bayataku ra kodaka!!lekapothe sastav!!"ani arichanu.
Vennela velugu lo sagam moham kanapadindi.
Maatalu raale.Gontuku podi ga aypoyindi.Gutaka vestee vache chappuduki gunde aagipotadi anipinchindi.
"Joseph master!!!"
Kallu biggaraga chesi malla chusa.
Nenu chusinadi nijame.Its is joseph master.
venakaala back bone ki evaroo current pettinattu,burraki shok kottinatlu anipinchindi.Eduruga chudaleka kindaki chusanu.Kaalu oogutunnay.ara chetiki chematalu pattesay.
Pakkana enno rojula nundi bottle lo chanipoyina paamu kadili naavipu vachi nannu kaateseindi..Gattiga arichanu.Kaani nenu arichina arupu naaku vinapadale.
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kallu loki veluturu kodutondi.Teravataniki bhayam vesindi.
Chanipoyana?? ledaa???
"Emayyindi ra ala arustunnav???" oka aada gontuku vinpadindi.
Kallu gattiga musukunna eesari.
"Nenu ra akka ni .Kallu teru.Barre laga arustunnav!!"
Mellega kallu terichanu.Avunu nannu lepinadi maa akka.Nijame.
Ithe ippativaraku adi kalaaa????
Snanam chesii Rojoo laage aa roju kuda "10 th class parikshalu avasarama??" anukuntoo school ki bayalderataniki School bus kosam wait chesanu.Enta sepatiki bus rakapovatam tho ma nanna,scooter meeda school daggara dimparu.
"Em sir!! teliyada?? ee vela school selavu" ani watchman cheppadu.
anandam tattukoleka "deniki??" antoo gattiga aricha
"Science master joseph gaaru chanipoyaru.Teliyada??" ani watch man annadu.
"enteee????????" ani arichanu.Esari bhaada natinchaledu.Bhayam naatyinchindi.
Friday, September 18, 2009
Tuesday, September 15, 2009
The beginning........
After a day of heavy work for which I was not recognised ,I was frustated and the question "why should I work??" stroke me many times for which I had no answer other than money.
Walking down the road,home ,watching people jump the manhole left open from the last 3days,I abused all the authorities and people who aren't caring to close the manhole,or either put an indication to move away from that place.
Of course,Why will government care about a manhole??
The government got many more things to worry about.
Government Individuals has to take care that they doesn't get caught for the crimes they did.These people also has to take care ,that some chaos or mass killings are happening in the society, so that they can be in the news stating their courtesy for the people died.
India now is a hub of Corruption,Racism, Partialism, Politics in every part of life.
"Is the government only responsible for all this??" I thought for a while.
It is people that have pushed the country into political chaos and corruption. It is the people that are killing each other in the name of religion. It is because of the people,we might even end up electing a foreigner to become the next Prime Minister. It is the people that have created such a volitile situation in India filled with violence, oppression and lack of opportunity that the average Indian will jump to the first opportunity to run from it to better their lives.
Why do I need to stay in this shit hole?? Why don't I go abroad and settle there?? People in the west get recognized and rewarded for the work they do.It may take me 3 decades to identify myself and my family as an American or British or German or any.But,the thought of leaving India and settling abroad,gave me a small relief.
With thoughts of hatred for my country,I turned back and saw the manhole.
At that moment ,I forgot what I was thinking about.
Why am I blaming government and people.Why didn't I think about placing indication for people to move away from the manhole???
I was blaming the people,but Why didn't I realize, I am one among the people??
The thought that I am one among the people who are responsible for all the racism,violence, Partialism ,scared me.The plan of settling abroad,for not having good opportunities seemed to be silly.The feeling that I don't owe my country anything as People around me have given me nothing but horrible memories filled with selfishness and hate made me hate myself.
Instead of struggling for a membership card for 3 decades for my family,Why don't I struggle here to make my place better??After all,once an Indian, always an Indian where ever he live or which ever member ship card he holds.
My older ones gave me a society of corruption,selfishness and hate.It is the society we make into,is what my little ones,the future citizens get. After all,the hope,the boost that one get is what their old ones give them.
India became the most corrupt country in the world.But anywhere else in the world others swear by our honesty and integrity.We have preserved and upheld the true Indian culture and values.We certainly can make India,our home, a better place.
This thought gave me hope which lead me walk towards the manhole and place some stones around it.
"This would just be the beginning", I said to myself and went home.
Walking down the road,home ,watching people jump the manhole left open from the last 3days,I abused all the authorities and people who aren't caring to close the manhole,or either put an indication to move away from that place.
Of course,Why will government care about a manhole??
The government got many more things to worry about.
Government Individuals has to take care that they doesn't get caught for the crimes they did.These people also has to take care ,that some chaos or mass killings are happening in the society, so that they can be in the news stating their courtesy for the people died.
India now is a hub of Corruption,Racism, Partialism, Politics in every part of life.
"Is the government only responsible for all this??" I thought for a while.
It is people that have pushed the country into political chaos and corruption. It is the people that are killing each other in the name of religion. It is because of the people,we might even end up electing a foreigner to become the next Prime Minister. It is the people that have created such a volitile situation in India filled with violence, oppression and lack of opportunity that the average Indian will jump to the first opportunity to run from it to better their lives.
Why do I need to stay in this shit hole?? Why don't I go abroad and settle there?? People in the west get recognized and rewarded for the work they do.It may take me 3 decades to identify myself and my family as an American or British or German or any.But,the thought of leaving India and settling abroad,gave me a small relief.
With thoughts of hatred for my country,I turned back and saw the manhole.
At that moment ,I forgot what I was thinking about.
Why am I blaming government and people.Why didn't I think about placing indication for people to move away from the manhole???
I was blaming the people,but Why didn't I realize, I am one among the people??
The thought that I am one among the people who are responsible for all the racism,violence, Partialism ,scared me.The plan of settling abroad,for not having good opportunities seemed to be silly.The feeling that I don't owe my country anything as People around me have given me nothing but horrible memories filled with selfishness and hate made me hate myself.
Instead of struggling for a membership card for 3 decades for my family,Why don't I struggle here to make my place better??After all,once an Indian, always an Indian where ever he live or which ever member ship card he holds.
My older ones gave me a society of corruption,selfishness and hate.It is the society we make into,is what my little ones,the future citizens get. After all,the hope,the boost that one get is what their old ones give them.
India became the most corrupt country in the world.But anywhere else in the world others swear by our honesty and integrity.We have preserved and upheld the true Indian culture and values.We certainly can make India,our home, a better place.
This thought gave me hope which lead me walk towards the manhole and place some stones around it.
"This would just be the beginning", I said to myself and went home.
Monday, September 7, 2009
I love you.
She stood there,watching the rain outside the window, writing her name on the window pane and rubbing it off.She continued it for the next 3 hours.Rain drops fell into the room through the open window ,so did her tears.It is difficult to say which fell faster,tears or the rain drops.
She dressed well for the tution that day. It is me who pramodh is going to propose today she reminded herself happily after 1 month of coaxing him.Pramodh,neha are very good friends. Both walked back home, talking to each other.
"SO ,Today..you will tell me who it is..."asked neha..
"hmm....yeah.But you shouldn't say vidya."said pramodh.
Didn't he already know Vidya was her best friend and there was nothing on earth that she knew and Vidya didn't! Yet she nodded her head in a yes. Her heart beat at the speed of lightning. "Say it u fool!" she kept saying to herself.
He paused for a moment, looked down and said, "It love her, I love vidya."
She couldn't believe herslf.Tears rolled down her cheeks.
She wanted to run away.
"I love her eyes,I love the way she laughs.I need help,I need help and you are the one who can help me.please",he asked waiting for a reply eagerly ,hoping for a positive nod from neha for which she looked down to his feet and with words unable to come out of her mouth she said "I got some important work" and she ran away.Pramodh felt a little awkward and walked away too.
Now she understood the whole picture.The day before,when they all went to movie pramodh sat beside vidya.She reminded herself the days at canteen where he used to joke on neha and her hair style.She couldn't help herself,she started disliking herself.
After 3 hours of carving the window pane with her name,she decided what she's left with.In a bit of rage she took a knife from her messy cup board.She looked at the knife with no tears left to fall out of her eyes.She placed the knife against the wrist and pressed it.There was nothing that she could think of right now.
And then she felt excruciating pain, not more than the pain she felt inside about Pramodh and vidya .
Suddenly her phone beeped. She strained her eyes to see what it was.. "1 new message pramodh" .. she tried to view the message but the phone slipped out of her hand and so did her life.She fell to the floor,her hand still reaching out to that phone that she would never be able to hold again. And her eyes closed forever.
the message read:"Hey neha!!I was just bluffing you.I wanted to see your face just after I say I love sum1else.It was fun watching you this evening.I wasn't able to control my laughter.ROFL!!.I Love you more than any thing in the world.I know you love me too. call me back,I dont have balance."
She dressed well for the tution that day. It is me who pramodh is going to propose today she reminded herself happily after 1 month of coaxing him.Pramodh,neha are very good friends. Both walked back home, talking to each other.
"SO ,Today..you will tell me who it is..."asked neha..
"hmm....yeah.But you shouldn't say vidya."said pramodh.
Didn't he already know Vidya was her best friend and there was nothing on earth that she knew and Vidya didn't! Yet she nodded her head in a yes. Her heart beat at the speed of lightning. "Say it u fool!" she kept saying to herself.
He paused for a moment, looked down and said, "It love her, I love vidya."
She couldn't believe herslf.Tears rolled down her cheeks.
She wanted to run away.
"I love her eyes,I love the way she laughs.I need help,I need help and you are the one who can help me.please",he asked waiting for a reply eagerly ,hoping for a positive nod from neha for which she looked down to his feet and with words unable to come out of her mouth she said "I got some important work" and she ran away.Pramodh felt a little awkward and walked away too.
Now she understood the whole picture.The day before,when they all went to movie pramodh sat beside vidya.She reminded herself the days at canteen where he used to joke on neha and her hair style.She couldn't help herself,she started disliking herself.
After 3 hours of carving the window pane with her name,she decided what she's left with.In a bit of rage she took a knife from her messy cup board.She looked at the knife with no tears left to fall out of her eyes.She placed the knife against the wrist and pressed it.There was nothing that she could think of right now.
And then she felt excruciating pain, not more than the pain she felt inside about Pramodh and vidya .
Suddenly her phone beeped. She strained her eyes to see what it was.. "1 new message pramodh" .. she tried to view the message but the phone slipped out of her hand and so did her life.She fell to the floor,her hand still reaching out to that phone that she would never be able to hold again. And her eyes closed forever.
the message read:"Hey neha!!I was just bluffing you.I wanted to see your face just after I say I love sum1else.It was fun watching you this evening.I wasn't able to control my laughter.ROFL!!.I Love you more than any thing in the world.I know you love me too. call me back,I dont have balance."
Saturday, September 5, 2009
MB lo gusa gusa
Elections ipoyayi. rojulu gadavatam ledu. Chowki saketh gadini kottina news patabadindi, Mourya gadu vadiki kuda GF undi ani andarki telisela 'sarayu-I love you' ani wing lo aravatam bore kottesindi. So kotta news kosam eduru chuse gult babulaku sex bomb news -" MB(girls hostel) lo bullodu"
Ganesh gadi daggaranundi dabbulu dobbuku velli nenu,kondu ......Saac lo Tamil lodi daggara assalu raani hindi lo matladatoo order istoo undaga "Dude a guy in MB.Lucky bastard !!!" antoo pakkana unna oka juttuporodu arichadu....Naalo nenu navuthu order ichi kurchunesariki Pilli gadu "TNP spotted in MB ata" antoo kanipinchadu.
TNP gadu ellakapoyina velli tappinchuku vachanu ani cheppukuntadu ani nenu anukune lopale, Lover boy dimpu Mb lo evarikoo doubts unnay ani clear cheyataniki velladu ani ip msgr lo vachindi.Cs god abhinay MB lo ni8 classes teach cheyataniki contract teesukunnadu ani konta mandi fans ip messenger lo kottaru.
Evadu Emanna ,Doorina vadu 1st yr ayyi untadu.Edo pandaga cheddam ani elli untadu.Kani 2 yrs nunchi bits lo cheduvutunna manalanti vallaku unna gals knowledge 1 st yr gadiki ela untadi.?? Podunna lecture theaterski make up esukoni, scent lu pusukoni velle vallani chusi ,Mb lo kuda alage untaru anukoni untadu.
Adee kakunda monna jarigina music ni8 lo chusina effect inka taggi unadu.
pampam vadiki teliyadu....rattira putala korivi dayyala laaga,pagalu chennai silks ad kosam natinche models la untaru ani.
wat ever,
ela doriki untadu antee naku 2 possiblities kanipistunnay.
1. manodu edo pillar anukoni chikati lo cylinder lanti ee bhamkooo aaanukoni untadu, pilla kevv mani arisi untadi,dorikesi untadu.
2.manodu makeup lo leni ee raksihta lanti figure nooo chusi wing lo moorchapoyi warden ki dorikesi untadu.
Ganesh gadi daggaranundi dabbulu dobbuku velli nenu,kondu ......Saac lo Tamil lodi daggara assalu raani hindi lo matladatoo order istoo undaga "Dude a guy in MB.Lucky bastard !!!" antoo pakkana unna oka juttuporodu arichadu....Naalo nenu navuthu order ichi kurchunesariki Pilli gadu "TNP spotted in MB ata" antoo kanipinchadu.
TNP gadu ellakapoyina velli tappinchuku vachanu ani cheppukuntadu ani nenu anukune lopale, Lover boy dimpu Mb lo evarikoo doubts unnay ani clear cheyataniki velladu ani ip msgr lo vachindi.Cs god abhinay MB lo ni8 classes teach cheyataniki contract teesukunnadu ani konta mandi fans ip messenger lo kottaru.
Evadu Emanna ,Doorina vadu 1st yr ayyi untadu.Edo pandaga cheddam ani elli untadu.Kani 2 yrs nunchi bits lo cheduvutunna manalanti vallaku unna gals knowledge 1 st yr gadiki ela untadi.?? Podunna lecture theaterski make up esukoni, scent lu pusukoni velle vallani chusi ,Mb lo kuda alage untaru anukoni untadu.
Adee kakunda monna jarigina music ni8 lo chusina effect inka taggi unadu.
pampam vadiki teliyadu....rattira putala korivi dayyala laaga,pagalu chennai silks ad kosam natinche models la untaru ani.
wat ever,
ela doriki untadu antee naku 2 possiblities kanipistunnay.
1. manodu edo pillar anukoni chikati lo cylinder lanti ee bhamkooo aaanukoni untadu, pilla kevv mani arisi untadi,dorikesi untadu.
2.manodu makeup lo leni ee raksihta lanti figure nooo chusi wing lo moorchapoyi warden ki dorikesi untadu.
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